nervousness

today i'm nervous. about something i can't even talk about yet. silly. i'll fill some of you in via email. (it's a good nervous, by the way.)

today has been AWESOME. yep, that's all caps because this day, on my awesome days scale, sits at like an 8.34. that's pretty darn good on my scale, considering yesterday teetered on the low end.

why is today just that good? i'm dancing my pants off at work. well, not literally. i think there's some kind of rule where you have to keep your clothes on in the OR unless you're the patient. but i'm seriously grooving nonetheless. as i wrote in today's music blog, my ipod has been glorious. even cooler is that the other radio on the other side of the room (the one that i wrote about in an earlier blog) is ALSO groovin'. (with the likes of steve miller's "rockin' me" which is one of my ringtones.) basically i dance to my music, dance to pause my music, dance over to the other side of the room where my pal green patterson teaches me (or tries to teach me) to dance, then i dance back to my side of the room. i did not run this morning. i think all of this dancing has made up for the run, and then some.

other cool things that happened today: i got to talk to my dad and my manfriend during dinner, since i took an early one. that was super sweet since i never have a chance to do that. i enjoyed some mashed potatoes for dinner. my lunch was also good, even though it was a quick bologna and catsup sandwich. (don't knock the bologna and catsup sandwich. it's cheap and easy and super good when you're super hungry.) we had a really cool discussion in ethics and it helped everyone understand the readings much better. it was a beautiful day weather-wise, and that means that i'm on the high end of my scale pretty much no matter what.

that's it for today. i'm sure tomorrow's blog will be interesting. i have to do my best to find a ride. i'm praying that tomorrow morning goes very VERY smoothly. pray for me as well.